Month: April 2026

This final part of a four-part series reflects on the my journey towards atheism, emphasizing the personal transformations during the 2020 lockdown. Initially feeling isolated, I confronted thoughts and realizations about relationships, spirituality, and India’s caste system. I scrutinized longstanding beliefs and sought meaning amidst rituals that no longer resonated. The silence allowed for introspection and a reevaluation of my life’s experiences, from professional insights at the Azim Premji Foundation to personal encounters with systemic inequality. Ultimately, atheism emerged not as a rejection of belief, but as a state of being – an embrace of humanity, kindness, and a reflection on personal growth.

I reflect further on my journey with Isha Yoga and Sadhguru, detailing how the practices initially transformed my life, enhancing flexibility and spiritual awareness. However, over time, I became disillusioned with Sadhguru’s political alignments and controversial statements, leading to a poignant questioning of my beliefs and the nature of spiritual guidance.